i engage hindsight allways. i indulge in my own thought.

How many things can you do in just one year? I think it is limited. Yesterday I watch the cnn’s defining of 2007 event that shape our world. Such as Bhutto’s assassination shape the the failed democracy of Pakistan.Then what shaped my life during 2007?

I still hope that someday I can watch the whale in St.Lawrence river.; I can own a wooden house in Scandinavian Peninsula.; I can enjoy the trip to Jerusalem, the Wailing Wall, the aqsa mosque; I can live in Kyoto ,Japan for a while…..I admire the liberalism. In my valuation, nobody dislike the liberal life style, but when it comes to the thought that one live in a liberal style with lost of some money, luxury house, expensive auto, reputation or other things, maybe someone would forsake the liberalism.

I would not in 2008

these days, I involved into listening the placebo. such as "every me and every you",''without you i am noting" strike me down. just like the lyc which is behind a long time solo in the "without you i am noting" saying: I fall. 

thanks God, i fall.

there are two goblet on my terrible desk, but only one of them can be used forever. the other fall.

i need less sleep now, 

i need red wine now.

i just think myself as to be savior, i just wish i can live in Scandinavia. a wooden house,with a lake around it. and forever dying in the fantasy.

my hard disk fall, i don't why. ten years later, maybe i can ask"where is my memory"

i fall, all fall.