these days, I involved into listening the placebo. such as "every me and every you",''without you i am noting" strike me down. just like the lyc which is behind a long time solo in the "without you i am noting" saying: I fall. 

thanks God, i fall.

there are two goblet on my terrible desk, but only one of them can be used forever. the other fall.

i need less sleep now, 

i need red wine now.

i just think myself as to be savior, i just wish i can live in Scandinavia. a wooden house,with a lake around it. and forever dying in the fantasy.

my hard disk fall, i don't why. ten years later, maybe i can ask"where is my memory"

i fall, all fall.